Men det blir bättre om vi e' tillsammans

only 10 days left in Heek, or only 9 because today is almost over! can't believe that am soon gonna meet my dad! and I'm supposed to take my time, spend it with family and friends. but I'm just so tired, always want to go home sleeping. might be from all thoughts going trough my head every second, don't know how I should feel about all this. am so glad that I'm going home, but still don't want to leave. yeah it's hard, luckily do I have something to almost every day untill I'm going! boa ey, ich wäre meine freunde soooooo vermissen, es ist unglaublich dass ich bald weck bin....!!! :(

almost a year ago!

No one will ever take them down

this weekend did I have "pfingstferien". meaning, long weekend. on saturday did Lena and I go swimming, and she also asked me if I could sleep at her because she was going to take care of her sister that evening. so I slept at Lenas. and we had so much fun. played some sims (it only worked for 10 minutes and then did the computer die). tried to make a own song on the computer (ours turned out really good, but we did not finish it cuz the computer was so slow). walked the dog in really sexy outfits (we were hoping on that nobody was out, but the first thing that happend was a car drove by us and laughed at us. and then when we wanted to go on the normal route did we hear a lot of people coming from that road. it turned out that it was a house party, so we had to walk somewhere else). and after that did we go to bed cuz we were really tired!
the next day did I take the bike home (took about 50 minutes) and like an hour after I came home it started to rain really bad! so I was lucky with the weather. did chill the rest of the day, which was nice!
on monday was it a market or something like that in the village nearby. so we went there, and it was hot as hell. but it was also fun, and then did we went back home, and the rest of the day did I spent inside cuz it was tooooo warm outside!
yesterday was also a chill day, first did my sister and I sit outside reading books and then did I went to Ahaus to the cinema with Lena and Nadin! it was also fun!
yeah, it always fun with a break! and I do only have 9 days of real school left! and in 20 can I meet my dad again! :D

för ni har tagit studenten

inatt så drömde jag att jag for tillbaka till Umeå för en dag för att vara med och fira studenten med mina föredetta klasskamrater. det konstiga var att jag åkte buss dit (tar mer än 24 timmar upp te ume från heek) och att jag sedan skulle ta bussen tillbaka. dock storgrät jag och ville inte tillbaka, jag ville stanna i ume för alltid! så jag och pappa beslutar oss för att åka någonstans med en buss, och det finns två bussar att välja mellan och ena skulle till ryssland och det var egentligen min buss. men vi tar den andra eftersom att det ändå va typ en timme kvar eller något sådant tills den skulle gå. men så åker bussen vi sitter på iväg, och strax där efter min buss till tyskland. så jag fick helt enkelt stanna i sverige, vilket jag heller inte ville.
just idag hade jag önskat att denna dröm var sann, hade så otroligt gärna varit med på studenten! men vilken annan dag som helst så hade jag inte velat att denna dröm var sann då mitt år fortfarande inte är slut!
ett år kvar från och med idag!
imorgon blir det för hoppnings vis å skypa med eline, det behövs då vi bara har skrivit med varandra på facebook dom senaste 8-9 månaderna. blev lite skype i början av året, men inget mer sedan dess. saknar verkligen den tjejen. saknar alla mina vänner för den delen. men henne mest då jag träffade henne varje dag, vilket jag nu har varit utan i ett års tid och kommer att få vara utan i det kommande året dessutom då hon redan är färdig med skolan...

ett år kvar...

imorgon är det egentligen Dagen D. dagen som jag har väntat på i ex antal år. dagen som skulle vara en av dom bästa dagarna i mitt liv. dagen då jag äntligen skulle ta studenten! men istället beslutade jag mig för att åka iväg ett år till Tyskland, vilket gör att jag tyvärr inte kan fira studenten imorgon. jag kan inte äns vara där och titta på när mina kompisar firar sin student, är väl det som svider mest. detta är ju vårat år. ja, jag får försöka göra det bästa av dagen imorgon, får iallafall glädja mig åt att alla (förhoppningsvis) kan vara där på min student om ett år.
är även ledig imorgon, så blir väl å ligga hemma i sängen å dricka öl för det är ju trots allt studenten!

Ástin opnar augun skær

after 10 months in Germany, only 24 days left, I started to think "why didn't I go to Iceland, the land with such a cooooool language, names, streetnames, yeah you name it?!" but I went to Germany, and that's the best thing I've ever made. got the most awesome friends a person can have, such a great hostfamily! but thanks to this thought, have I made a new goal that I sort of have to make, LEARN ICELANDIC! 
just listen to this, it sounds sooo amazing! *.*

But you're an animal

just fellt like posting some pics from our trip to the animal park "tierpark" that we went to on the easter break! :D

Oh, ich will jetzt gleich König sein!

yesterday was finally the D Day! me, my oldest hot sister and my host mom went to Hamburg to see The Lion King Musical "Der König Der Löwen Musical". tour bus trip starts at 7.30 from Heek and we arrived around 12 in Hamburg! so first did we do a sightseeing trip for an hour, which was really good. got to see some parts of Hamburg (did even see Stadium, a Swedish store). then a flashmob in the Harbour and then did we went to the Theatre where the Musical where! we weren't allowed to take photos of the show, so I don't have any photos from the performance... :( but the musical was sooooooooooooooo good! I was sitting smiling all through the whole thing! it was so amazing! people, you have to see the musical you won't be disappointed! and after it was finished we went eating at a imbiss and then back home with the bus. I couldn't sleep at the bus, so I was really tired when we got home at 24. it was such an amazing day!


btw, today is it 1/6, which means in exactly one month I'm going to meet my dad after 11 months without him! :D

It's the final countdown

didn't thought about it today untill I talked to my friend, but it's the 27th may. which means that I only have one more month here in Heek/Ahaus. which means that in one month am I not here, but in Berlin with other exchangestudents from europe, or former exchangestudents. omg, can't belive that it's soon over! :(
have done so much in these 10 months! actually thaught I was gonna get so much homesickness and go home after some months, but here I am. I did it (okey, in a month), so proud of myself!! :D

first photo in Germany, still unknowing of everything that was going to happen to me, unknowing of how much I was gonna grow as a person, unknowing of the amazing time a was gonna have, unknowing of how lovely friends I was going to make, unknowing of how such a great hostfamily I was going to get!

I want girls on bread

things I really have cravings for and want to eat on my first day back in Sweden:

• palt with raspberry jam (you normaly eat it with lingonberry jam)
• potatisbullar with raspberry jam (same thing here, you eat it with lingonberry jam)
• havrekexs with butter and jul/påskmust
• daddys BBQ 
• bearnaise sauce (yeah pure on a spoon)
• tacos (yeah, I can make it here but it still isn't the same)
• semlor (omg, over 10 months without these good stuff it's killing me)
• daimtårta 
• Max grand de luxe steak burger (if max doesn't have it I'm so gonna sue them!)
• lussebullar with julmust 
• macaroni with cheese sauce
• falukorv (but only in really small pieces)
• makaronipudding
• pasta with hamsauce
• my moms salmon
• BBQ halloumi
• halloumi with pasta and creamfresh with flavour
• falafelrulle 

but I doubt it that I'm gonna be able to eat all this on one day (and they doesn't have pallt in south of sweden where I'm going at first)

throwback thursday

10 days exchange in germany with awesome weather was a really good start for our second schoolyear! different language, school, way of living, everything. made me realize this was something I wanted to do. here are some pics my lovely friend Eline took on this trip!